Last night I had
the privilege to attend the launch service of the church plant that my brother,
Jay, is serving at—Declaration Church in Bryan, TX. The Lord definitely moved
in power throughout the service by encouraging and convicting me. Blake Chilton
taught on the story of Zaccheaus. Yes, Zaccheaus the wee little man who climbed
up in the sycamore tree for the Lord he wanted to see. Blake talked about how
Jesus pursued Zaccheaus even though he was known as a liar and a sinner. Luke
19:10 says, “For the Son of Man [Jesus] came to seek and save the lost
[Zaccheaus].” After Blake read this verse, he challenged us by asking if we are
actively seeking the lost. “We” being Christians, who are made in the image of
God and called to be holy as Jesus is holy (1 Peter 1:16).
As he made this challenge, the word “seek” stood out to me. You see, my
prayer the last half-year has been that The Lord would show me opportunities to
love the lost. For the past six months I have just been sitting and waiting for
an opportunity to love the lost to, and have not been seeking that
opportunity. It’s as if I have been playing Hide and Go Seek and have been the
person seeking, but instead of going to find the people hiding, I sit there
expecting them to jump out at me. It’s as if, instead of saying, “ready or not
here I come!”, I’ve said “ready or not" and just sat at home base. I have been
passive instead of active in looking for opportunities to love to the lost.
Through Blake’s challenge, The Lord was telling me that He wants to use me, but in order to do so I have to be active in seeking the lost.
[Especially here at conservative Texas A&M University and in my super
Christian bubble.]
We ended the service by singing “Oceans” and “With Everything” by Hillsong
United. Both of these songs have lyrics about trusting The Lord and being used by
Him. In the past, I’ve sang these songs as a prayer saying that I trust Him
with my future and asking Him to use me in the future. As I was singing the
songs last night and praying that He would help me to seek the lost in my
future, He convicted me once again. You see, as I was praying this for my distant future and not the here and now. I was thinking that my “future” meant this summer or next year or when
I’m married. It was in this moment that Jesus so very sweetly reminded me that he can use me this very
week or even tomorrow to save the lost. I was crying out
“Spirit, lead me where my trust is with out borders, let me walk upon the
waters wherever you would call me. Take me deeper than my feet could ever
wonder and my feet will be made stronger in the presence of my Savior…” for my
distant future and not the here and now of today.
So, my challenge is that you would actively seek to love the lost and that you
would pray and expect Him to take you deeper than your feet could ever wander
TODAY.